My struggles
Friday, Apr. 04, 2003, 18:27
MOOD:
Hyper

Standing upon the moonlite beach

Water gently lapping up upon my feet

Is this a dream? Is this reality? It this where my life path has always brought me to?

I see men slowly walking out from down the beach and shadows into the moonlight.

I know them all. By name and heart.

They all have brought bloodshead to me. My own blood and tears to my feet.

I come here afterwards. Before and after.

Letting the water wash it away

So I may live again and go on.

My own water of life.

I cannot die, no matter how hard I had tried.

One stands out from the rest.

One whom had hurt me the most

Yet had brought me the most joy at the time

Eyes so blue like the moonlit night sky

A soul so kind but innocint as a child's

I hear something moving in the wind

I turn to see a cloaked man

He slowly walks forward

As does the man of night sky's eyes

They both move towards me at the same tempo.

They both reach for me as I stand there.

One to guide me to the past.

One to guide me to the future.

The water laps upon my feet again.

It was my choice.

To stay and wait....or to move on with my life.

My eyes close

Angel feather's fall from behind me

They cover the men and then the wind blows swift as now the men had disappear with the feathers.

I open my eyes. I'm really here

On the beach where its moonlit

Was it a dream?

Had I been sleepwalking?

what does it mean?

The man with night sky eyes haunt my memory

Happiness once

Then pain and death

Yet I came back

Alive and well

I am not ment to die....

am I immortal?

what is my purpose?

I see the cloacked man again who walks away..I follow the sandman

...to my past..or he leads me to my future....with him..into the night..or perhaps the new dawn.

the past shall forever haunt me....

Into the night and the new morn....

Yet..I still live on...

And do not regret...

Nor ever will..

Sleepwalker

Artist: Nightwish

Close your eyes

Feel the ocean where passion lies

Silently the senses

Abandon all defences

A place between sleep and awake

End of innocence, unending masquerade

That's where I'll wait for you

Hold me near you

So close I sear you

Seeing, believing

Dreaming, decieving

A place between sleep and awake

End of innocence, unending masquerade

That's where I'll wait for you

Sleepwalker seducing me

I dare to enter your ecstacy

Lay yourself now down to sleep

In my dreams you're mine to keep

(Sleepwalk with me...)

Sleepwalker seducing me

I dare to enter your ecstacy

Lay yourself now down to sleep

In my dreams you're mine to keep..



My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

The WeatherPixie

Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

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